January 2010
2 posts
cutting
natrasha:
ive always wanted to cut but have been the biggest vag about it. i got nauseous at the thought of my skin opening up. but i craved the blood, the pain, and the rush that came with it. the furthest i came to cutting was scratching.
now having my first cut, i can see the potential for addiction. the feeling is great. seeing my skin cut open was super interesting too. and the blood mmmm...
Today I fell in love with a straight girl.
She wants to take me to Europe. :)
She’s most remarkable. I’m ecstatic.